@monorail I can't tell to what degree this is meant to be ironic
@monorail oh that makes this a lot easier to understand lmao
What is the appeal of pornography when one is sex-repulsed?
@wallhackio @monorail she has a macro kink
@aescling @wallhackio this is the short version
@monorail @wallhackio i was sure there’s a longer version but it’s helpful fur immediately grasping that there is still an appeal
@aescling @wallhackio crucially, you can find a lot of art out there that depicts characters of all kinds of sizes having sex. and i have not found a consistent way to filter it out unfortunately
@monorail @aescling @wallhackio and also the tall version, presumably
@wallhackio @monorail from what i remember, years ago some of her friends had somehow gotten to the point where they were joking about holly being huge and one of them posted an image of a glaceon tail poking out of the milky way. and holly discovered things about herself that day
real pornography talk. like i'm real talking now
@wallhackio i mean i get horny. like the biological/hormonal aspect of it is still there and it is feels good to, take care of it
it's just that sex isn't what does it for me. i'm fully uninterested. i have recontextualized what "being horny" is such that i don't think of it as being related to sex at all
additionally i understand the word "pornography" at this point to mean "art created primarily for people to enjoy for horny reasons" which, under this framework doesn't need to be even remotely sexual
@wallhackio i mean. the core of this post is that "i'm ace and sex-repulsed" more than anything. that's just a me thing