today's the day that i hit MP, c.MP xx super 1 on some asshole in ranked OR i don't do that i and i get pissed off again

i didn't want to just hit it on someone who was crumpled but whatever it's better than nothing

wakeup DI like a real #hashtag #gamer

it does feel kinda too easy to just land it on someone who was in the middle of crumpling lmao. i wanna hit it for real

like i have all the time in the world to go "okay holly, this is it, time to do the thing you practiced"

that being said, i did it on P2 side which i haven't practiced at all

so maybe i am the greatest player to ever walk the earth

@monorail finally someone who gets it

@The_T genuinely if you were in VC with me while i was playing a fighting game you'd hear "i'm the worst player who ever touched the stick. oh my god. i'm so fucking sick nasty. how could i even possibly lose. jesus christ i have to uninstall. i'm top 1 in this game"

@monorail It would make me sad at first but I guess eventually I'd get used to it

I guess I'm also not immune to treating myself this way; but I don't want to

@The_T the things is that the lows are real but the highs? they are so high

@monorail not real...........

@The_T i'm not saying they're true just that the low feeling is real

@monorail that's why it'd make me sad!!! weh

@The_T the thing is that like

it's not THAT low. it's just

when i'm losing i can't even think of what i'd have to do to win. but when i'm winning? i can't imagine a world where i could lose

@monorail I definitely think I've never experienced highs or lows that extreme. I'm always way more in the middle.

@The_T one time at a melee local i lost so hard that i had to say "i'm going to go get food", sit down in the five guys, and just steam for like 45 minutes

but like. coming out on the top of a close match against a good player is maybe the best feeling in the world. it balances out easily in my favour