when people tell me i'm good at melee my immediate reaction is "it's all relative, i'm better than a lot of people at melee but i'm worse than a lot of people i surround myself with, and i'm extremely far from achieving the kinds of goals i set for myself long term. it's slow going. 'good' doesn't really mean that much"

but someone at the local today said "you've got real potential, there are a few concrete and tangible things you need to work on obviously but if you do you'll be a monster" and i'm 😭😭 about it