drumk..
@wallhackio I wish I was in my real bed and not this dorm bed
@cam why are you in a dorm bed?
@wallhackio I’m at a Gordon conference
@cam oh neat! (or not neat, given the tone of these toots?)
@wallhackio I’ve just been very anxious recently only partially related to the conference and partially for unexplained reasons
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@wallhackio I had a lot of bad personal stuff going on between postdoc interviews and grad school and I never emailed one person I interviewed with telling them where I ended up choosing, and by the time I was like. mentally able to deal with it I felt like it was too late and never did it. and she’s really nice and I just felt guilty about it and idk she’s at this meeting and we haven’t talked yet… I wanted to apologize in person but every time I’ve seen her she was already in a conversation and also I just get very nervous when trying to have serious conversations irl and I fear I will totally butcher my apology
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@wallhackio it is my fault and my fault alone