I slept through most of the night and most of the day, and this is not normal for me, but also I am too tired and empty to worry about it
@vaporeon_ the only time in my life i ever slept well is when i was the deepest in depression i've ever experienced
@vaporeon_ funnily enough getting a shitty retail job got me out of it
it was a dogshit exploitative job like most minimum wage jobs are but it got me out of the house, made me exercise, and got me talking to human beings and it genuinely improved my life at the time
@wallhackio Talking to human beings improved your life? 
Every time I talk to human being offline it just makes me want to crawl back into bed and never wake up again
Except for the 1 cool one who keeps telling me interesting things about computer history
@wallhackio Just being in the store to buy stuff makes me want to not exist anymore
Can't imagine working there 8 hours a day
@vaporeon_ some brains are just different honestly. what helped 🔍 
won't necessarily help 
